x 9:07 PM
ok this blog is officially gone.so my blog is now
www.therealhuihoon.blogspot.com.
visit it,ok? (:
OKAY.MY SUNNNY LIfE#
x 6:51 AM
ok so today i fell in front of all the people at the bus stop and in front of the bus60 ok.i was too nervous and once i alight i TRIPPED and fell with a thud,my bag flew off(to a very near place),still,it flew?ok and everyone on the bus peered at me curiously thru that
plastic window.while people walked away frm me after glancing at me with a oh-u-r-so-pitiful look a young mother helped me up(she was still carrying a baby in her the other hands) I was like,why do i always fall? i think i must have fell at least once a year in schools or public places(i think i fell3times in the bus int this year)weirdo.hmm whats wrong with me?
its like i always trip on something and just fell and usually its those aunties or mothers who helped me..
note to self: pls stop falling!!my mom is like "when can i stop seeing you and your bro coming back with bleeding knees? every few months one come back with a bruised knee and scratches all over?!"
weirdo.i also dun understand this weird phenomenen.
maybe one day my death will also be caused by a fall.
yikes.(considering the fact that i fall every year?one day my bones will give way)LOL
ok.thats all,just went to parkway and try every shoe we see.
tiredd.
i cant wait to read that exciting book i've read 5 times.!!!!! ok see ya!
OKAY.MY SUNNNY LIfE#
x 6:51 AM
ok so today i fell in front of all the people at the bus stop and in front of the bus60 ok.i was too nervous and once i alight i TRIPPED and fell with a thud,my bag flew off(to a very near place),still,it flew?ok and everyone on the bus peered at me curiously thru that
plastic window.while people walked away frm me after glancing at me with a oh-u-r-so-pitiful look a young mother helped me up(she was still carrying a baby in her the other hands) I was like,why do i always fall? i think i must have fell at least once a year in schools or public places(i think i fell3times in the bus int this year)weirdo.hmm whats wrong with me?
its like i always trip on something and just fell and usually its those aunties or mothers who helped me..
note to self: pls stop falling!!my mom is like "when can i stop seeing you and your bro coming back with bleeding knees? every few months one come back with a bruised knee and scratches all over?!"
weirdo.i also dun understand this weird phenomenen.
maybe one day my death will also be caused by a fall.
yikes.(considering the fact that i fall every year?one day my bones will give way)LOL
ok.thats all,just went to parkway and try every shoe we see.
tiredd.
i cant wait to read that exciting book i've read 5 times.!!!!! ok see ya!
OKAY.MY SUNNNY LIfE#
x 4:26 AM
so what? so what? its not possible anyway.i believe in it but will i be happy?
i hope i can and i will.we both will. :)
right now i have a motivator for physics and one for all my the other subjects.will i succeed?
I WILL.(for myself,for them.)
OKAY.MY SUNNNY LIfE#
x 6:30 AM
Oh, OhI’m not missing you
Been through just about everything that I could go through
When it comes to relationships
Don’t know what I was missing or why I ain’t listen
When I told myself that was it
Now here I go, hurt again
Cause of my curiousity
Now that it’s over
What else could it be _____
I made a promise never to settle
Why didn’t I keep it?
Cause I hated the heartbreak
Crying and cheating, the fooling around
CHORUS
(But) I’m not missing you
I’m not going through the motions
Waiting and hoping you call me
I’m not missing you
You might have had me open
But I must be going becauseI got life to do
I know I’m usually hanging on
I used to hate to see you gone
But this time it’s different
I don’t even feel the distance
I’m not missing
I’m not missing you
It’s a shame in a way causeI feel that I may not ever find the right one for me
Did I leave him, is he right in front of my face oh
Will my true love ever be?
Why would I go on a search again
When I know what the end will be
What good is love when it keeps on hurting me?
I made a promise never to settle
Why didn’t I keep it?
Cause I hated the heartbreak
Crying and cheating, the fooling around
Chorus
No I can’t be with you
Cause I’m scared felt like I was falling when you left me
I can’t keep going through lifeUnaware of what I missed
And the person I could be
Love’s good when it’s right
And when it’s left in your memory
All the times I let you down
I guess love will be nice for someone else’s life
(But) I’m not missing you
I’m not going through the motions
Waiting and hoping you call meI’m not missing you
You might have had me open
But I must be going becauseI got life to do
I know I’m usually hanging on
I used to hate to see you gone (I used to hate it)
Oh different, oh feel the distance
I’m not missingI’m not missing you
I’m not going through the motions
Waiting and hoping you call me (knockin’ at my door)
You might have had me openBut I must be going because (it’s the best day of my life)
I know I’m usually hanging onI used to hate to see you gone
Oh different, feel the distance
I’m not missingI’m not missing you
I’m not missing you (oh baby)I’m not missing you
I’m so over you
It ain’t even a problem
OKAY.MY SUNNNY LIfE#
x 1:37 AM
okay. i think my tagboard got some prob(i lazy to settle lah) haiyo and i haven update for so long..haii.
okay today i think i am crazy like siao cuz i keep saying nonsensical stuff and shout things that comes to my mind haha but i am quite glad it kinda irritated our weird Pc so HAHAHA.
sian ahh..prelims coming so everyone gotta work hard and all.
the class skit thing ah..we were quite united and i tot everyone and the song was nice.i keep humming till i slept.haha.
recently quite lazy to blog lah sian.fingers tired seh/
recently a few things happened.and well,when big stuff happens u get the whole of a picture.i noe some particular someone dun like us for a very stupid reason but who cares??such a stupid creature.unreasonable and bossy seh.
and physics bothering me again lah.practical.yikes!i think physics practicals are bad for health!ee.
i hope i dun get to step into labs again./
they are horrible places that when i go in i feel like smashing all the voltmeter,prism,pins,springs,bunsen burners all on the floor.
stupid experiments.
haha but of course must do your best during practicals lah :D
tues i had my orals!!and it featured my primary school,man//!!!hah but it did nth much to help..whoa but guessed i was LUCKY..and they asked what job do i want when i am older...so i said something like a social worker thing.yeah thats wad i want to do somewhere in life but not so soon..u need some $ first b4 becoming something like a volunteer wad..thats how i feel..hmm..but i dunno which way i want to go lehh.haha
today i found out that bubble tea can ease headaches.
wahaha.
aiya wadever lah.MUST WORK HARD LIAO.
but i keep having headaches and i keep feeling tired...
and i think a certain grp of teachers..haiiiiii.i dunno how lah.its like they gave up first.they give me such a feeling lah.i never say they really liddat lah ok.note my use of words.dun malign me.
lol
HAVE A NICE DAY!!! :D
P.S wonder if our tuition teacher brought us anything.better not hold too high hopes..she's not very well known for generosity..ahem.i got alot of tuition teachers..ahem..
:D
OKAY.MY SUNNNY LIfE#
x 4:54 AM
Some people say
That everything has got it's place in time
Even the day must give way to the night
But I'm not buying
Cos in your eyes
I see a love that burns eternally
And if you see how beautiful you are to me
You'll know I'm not lying
So there'll be times we wanna say goodbye
But even if we tried
There are some things in this life won't be denied
Won't be denied
so cool right/
heh
Night after night, I hear myself say
Why can't this feeling just fade away
There's no-one like you, you speak to my heart
It's such a shame, we're worlds apart
I'm too shy to ask, I'm too proud to loose
But sooner or later, I gotta choose
heh.more...
I'll always look back
As I walk away
This memory
Will last for eternity
And all of our tears
Will be lost in the rain
When I've found my way
Back to your arms again
But until that day
You know you are
The queen of my heart
You make me feel funny
When you come around
Yeah that's what I found out honey
What am I doing without you
You make me feel happy
When I leave you behind
It plays on my mind now honey
What am I doing without you
We got a little world of our own
I'll tell you things that no one else knows
I let you in where no-one else goes
What am I doing without you
And all of the things I've been looking for
Have always been here outside of my door
And all of the time I'm looking for something new
What am I doing without you
yay.
westlife rocks
they are the kings of my heart.LOL**
OKAY.MY SUNNNY LIfE#
x 6:36 AM
HOW?watermelons are so cute.haha.
very random hor.
haha
must work hard ah.
there are
certain teachers whom i do not want to
disappoint.there are 3 right now.and that makes 4 subjects.
MUST GO ON!!!!!
OKAY.MY SUNNNY LIfE#
x 6:05 AM
ha.the smell rocks.sound a little pervertic huh.heh,well its just a smell.
i think this week is
MEET-THE-NICE-GUY-WEEK.haha.i met alot of nice guys whether decent or not.they are all my friends,maybe strangers,maybe teachers.haha.they all became nice.but i am still ahem,unsure abt the whole thing.a little uncomfy abt male teachers when they peer too closely at wadever is on your table suddenly.dunno.i think they like to walk ard and check on you.wadever.i think i met some guy on the bus he did some nice thing.and a guy who accidentally swung his bag at me said sorry sincerely and looked apologetic.(not that i like being swung by the bag)and i accidentally stepped on this toe on a guy and he's okay and smiled.look.they seemed so nice huh.and mr mubarak seemed nice,our class got him recently and he seemed cool.haha.so he's also considered a nice guy.and all my guy friends seemed nice this week!yay. :D
okay.
oh well,next week is a boring yet stressful week while we had geog test,physcis test,chem test,a maths test.T.T yikes*
and we had p.e on thurs and i truly enjoyed it.even though i can seriously say it is stupid watching us but at least it got us perspiring and more excited than playing with our hands.hah!!!!!!!!!!! :D i think if i watched i will say jiemin is really a nice player.eh actually u dun want to play one right.ha,bet u changed your mind.soccer is cool,lor.i soccer!! *.*
sometimes u are not actually feeling like that.but u became used thinking and feeling like that,that after awhile you lost your original feel of the whole thing.after all its just a mask u used to hide your true self and lie to yourself.hmm.do we all wear a mask?
i hope for myself to have all the courage,perserverance and intelligence in the world. :)
then i will go on to achieve my wildest dreams ever.
right now.
hope is leaving me.exhaustion and my weak body is stupidly troubing my whole life.
i wish that my dream will come true one day.
what is my dream?
OKAY.MY SUNNNY LIfE#